Annoying

u keep in ur mind the positive thinking

u accept that the fault all bcuz of u

u wait n keep waiting as long as u want

bcuz u know u good at nothing

but precisely good at waiting

more to show ur loyaty

u know thats only ur speciality

although there is always uncertainty

as long as u breathe,,as long u still seek for forgiveness

be positive,,everything happened for a reason

just keep praying,,perhaps some other day

in some other time,,u will found the solution

till that,,keep lock up ur heart

bcuz u'll feel guilty everytime u try to open ur heart

for some other person

the feeling keep haunting u

u know that now,,u have been far away from her

the communication has been down for almost more than a year

the relationship has come to the end

but the worst is u even dont know what to do

neither keep waiting or just let her go

and this miserable thing will continue appears in ur head

thats why as long as u still wear the ring

u feel that u still want her in ur life

want a second chance..a golden chance actually

but u already know that..second chance are not really often given

once u destroy the first chance..u actually destroys all other chances

and even u've realised that..

at the end,,actually u r waiting for NOTHING

but u know u can appreciate something :')